There is a time in life where all thoughts leave your head, all strenght leaves your bones and all emotion leaves your so-called soul. It's like you're back to the first moment of your birth - you just cry until you fall exhausted into sleep; except there'd be no waking up this time. But it's not the hole in me that brings me closer to death, it's the hope that keeps me alive. So after all the struggle I went through in the past, trying to solve the puzzle of my shattered heart. After all these steps my feet couldn't take anymore - just to end up in a dead end again. Here I am, lying unconscious in the renmants of the last war I fought with myself. Questioning the very purpose of my journey, wondering where it begun.
But at least I know now my feelings for you are real.
Because why would my heart ache with every beat it doesn't feel the warmth of your hand on my chest? And I just won't eat anything for days so the butterflies in my stomach can have their space. If these are no symptoms of love, then there is no love in this world.
from The Journey,
released July 2, 2017